Paper Substitute

DST in the spring is always horrible, all of the sudden, you lose a whole hour.

 

Bad Taste concert ended really late last night, so I didn't get home till 4AM. I haven't been to bad taste concerts for 2 years and I forgot how bad it is. NOthing was really memorable, other than having entirely too many Anna Tang jokes.

 

I broke my mug yesterday and now I have nothing to drink stuff with. I went to the mall in search of a mug. Turns out, no store sells mugs if it's not holiday season, and only gift shops carry mugs during regular time. So people can't buy mugs on their own? and u can only receive mugs as a gift? that's ridiculous.

 

Fortunately, there is still Starbucks that sells some mugs, so i bought one.

 

school is starting again tomorrow. stuff is due and test on Friday... just one of those weeks.

After a months of not being on MSN, i finally found the way to beat the FUCKING VIRUS!!! and hopefully it worked.

 

There are two kinds of stores that I can spend forever in without any specific item of interest:

1) Electronic stores

2) CVS

 

I went to the mall today thinking I can get my pants hemmed. Unfortunately, the tailors take a day off on Sundays, so I just decided to walk around in the mall for a little bit. THen i suddenly realized that I wanted to buy a bluetooth headset for my cellphone, so I ended up in BestBuy. Man.. i was like a kid in a candy store. Video Games, Cellphone accessories, Computer Accessaries, MP3 player accessaries, and that's only like half of the store. Too bad I don't have enough money. I only bought the bluetooth headset I came for.

 

Next Stop: CVS. All I needed was eye make-up remover. But the make-up section has other things too: eyeliners, eye shadows, mascara, and that's just for eyes. Too bad I am not rich as hell, so I only bought the eye make-up remover, ... and the cotton pad to use it with ... and some mouth wash....

 

Shopping is so much fun!

 

It's really sad when your friends don't even support your decisions and start calling you a dictator.

 

They try to warn me: you know people are going to think your decision was unfair, right? AS FUCK i know people are gonna say it's unfair. Of course, there are ALWAYS gonna be people who don't agree with your decision. That's the problem with trying to please 44 people all at once, IT'S NOT POSSIBLE! This is the best decision I can make. I've even tried to be democratic about it, I even asked people about it. Yet, that just backfired cuz now everyone wants to be happy, and I can't get that. What my friends don't realize is that I've been torn by this decision for the last month and this is the best I can do. Of course I've conidered all the circumstances. Fine, I guess they thought they are doing this with my best interest at heart, but that just makes me feel like they think i'm incompetent.

 

I talked to Ian... he said i need to be assertive. That is VERY true. I need to make better decisions so that I can say "this is why this is the best way to do this, you can criticize me all you want, but can you come up with a better way to resolve this? well? didn't think so....!"